Friday, August 20, 2010

Hi Minna ^^

Hi Minna , how are you ? i hope you guys happy na ,
if you guys happy , i'm happy too ^_____^
Sorry for not been updated for long , i know i'm bad ガーン
and i'm sorry , i really want to demo i'm so busy with school and such T_T
School is killing me T_T demo daijoubu ,
cause when i'm sad , going to school is the best medicine
cause i can jokes with my friends , so i can forget all my problems
OMG only now i realised that i didn't do my homework yet TOT
i will later !!! >.< gomen ne homework , wait for me ! :P

i slept at 4.00 am and i woke up at 7.00 a.m O_O
i only slept at 3 hours ? WTF hhaha but this is normal
i've once slept only 1 hour o.O true !!

My birthday has passed isn't it ?
well

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ! YUUHUU !! XD

i've become 16 o_o and getting older =,=
i don't want old , i want to be young again
when i'm still young , what i want mostly i can get
and i don't think i know what means of hurt ( accept bleeding :P)

My wish for this year is
i wish i could forget all the bad memories for this year
i've cried too much , and i wish i could erase all the memories ,
the hurt feeling and everything T_T
i hate being hurt , yet people still hurting me , why =(

last night he on ,
i'm so happy ~~!!
but then he came talk to me , being mad
and i was like O_O
he asked me whether i told everyone that me and him are together
he keep saying that he never told me that me and him are together
and where did you get it ? from HER ?
just WTF , i don't want to talk about it anymore
cause when i asked who said it
you don't want to say and asked me to search myself
PLEASE , you think i have 1 friend ? urrghhh
for your information MR , i never told it to anyone
but if i do , maybe i was mistaken ,
but seriously do you have to mad at me ?
you already made me ccried almost 5 times on my birthday
5 times yabu , 5 times , and it's on my birthday
is it worth to you ?
and as you know , i thought my birthday would be the best ever day for me
but it turns out to be the worst day ever to me ,
are you satisfied with that ?
i know you don't love me
but you don't have to hurt me on my birthday !!!!
i want to be happy not sad !!!!! I HATE YOU !!!!
i hate you i hate you i hate you !!!!!
don't you realised that i love you
when i said about it , you keep telling about hikaru
well if he loves me ,
why don't even he talked to me ?!!!
HE DON'T EVEN WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!
T_T that what you called love ?
if he loves me so much , he would do anything to talk to me
i mean he would to EVERYTHING ,
but yet he didn't T_T
i dont understand anymore
i felt like im wrong when i came to Myspace
i dont know why i came , it hurts me much
but i'm happy to know more friends , and new sisters
thanks everyone , i'm so happy to meet you guys
if one day i go , i hope you guys won't forget me ^___^
cause i'll never forget you guys :)
i think i gave my heart wrong person
why is it , wheneverr i went to a place ,
there must be , i mean something must be happen
that makes me hurt so badly , why ?
i've tried to nice to everyone , why you don't see it ?
and search all my fault ? and used it to trick me? =(

to justin neechan ,
i'm happy you won't go ,
but i will , i hope u understand ,
and i hope you happy with him ^___^
don't hurt him okay ? promise ?
jaa ne love you <3

to yabu and hikaru ,
i love you two ,
i will sacrifice ,
your friendship is important than me ,
i will go
eventhough it hurts me so much
i will
ne?
hope someday we can meet
and being friends :)
but i dont think we can
cause i felt like
i will leave soon...T_T
jaa ne :) love you <3

Minna , i go first ,
eventhough i delete Myspace ,
i will still on in YM and here :)
i will keep updating about myself
well if you want to know , :)

BYE BYE MINNA !!! DAISUKI !! (^O^)

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Yaplog o.O ?

I'm there I'm there I'm there !!
yay 叫び finally i'm there weee オバケ
This is all thanks to Mariya onee-chan {ハート}ドキドキ
and Umi since she let me do that べーっだ!
eventhough i don't know why i asked her o-o

YAPLOG !! that's what i'm talking about =P

kawaii namae na ラブラブ
Yaplog !! Yaplog !! Yaplog !!
i can't stop saying it ショック! help (◎`ε´◎ )
Yaplog !!Yaplog !! ( lol ? )

well i'm kinda new there ニコニコ ( ok obviously not kinda but YES)
so the one who already being familiar with that Yaplog !!
help me deshou はてなマークonegaishimasu ビックリマーク

That blog is cute ラブラブ! and i want to picnh it ( LOLWTF ? ) ok stop saying bad . zipp . カゼ
It's all with cute pink colour , cute emoticons にひひ , cute picture , cute cartoon 叫び <--- obviously not cute =="
eh wait ビックリマーク
what if a Guy do that . It's all in pink o-o gay gay =P

i want to update with twitter too yay {deco:otomedojo~1343}
i will soon ;) ( i only did it XD )

Juts now i saw JUMP commenting on Nee-chan's blog 恋の矢
and i saw him there , so i was like O_O ?
why wasn't he talk to me ? soo.... i was ...being..fbrgayruiruibvthgubevg54uyg
talk to me please シラー what ? you want me to beg you or what o-o
No way i will do that <----- ego girl ;)
so..i'm kinda sad demo Mimi ( Umi i called her Mimi but it's not official haha =P )
she told me maybe he online using phone . oh maybe that's right O:
or maybe they will online on MS later but yeah not until now (laughs)
so upset しょぼん upset しょぼん upset しょぼん

I'm skipping class now !! LOLXD i'm at home !! にひひ
first i'm kinda scared to tell my daddy that i want to skip school プンプン
that time i was laying my upper body on the table チョキ
then suddenly sit straight and asked " daddy can i skip ? "
then he said " skip what? school?" and i was like " yeah "
he replied " again ? " so i said " yeah but yesterday the school principal she called the students who skip school more that 10 days from January until now but i didn't get called since i have MC ( clinic's letter ) and such so it's still okay , right daddy ? "then he said " Mira i know you want to skip just want to play computer at home right ? you didn't study " " What? NO ! i did studied but you didn't see it since you work at office " but then he get up and asked me to stand and go to school but still i didn't get up , but after a few minutes i did and went to wear my stockins then he said " you didn't want to go to school cause you tired right? " and i said " yeah i am " , then " so ,why would you go to KL this weekends since you tired , you still in quarantine time so you need to rest Mira " i said " yeah i know but i want to go , but if you didn't let me i won't go daddy.." then he said " okay , i will let you stay at house today but you can't go to KL , is it alright ? " and i was like " O-O ? o..okay daddy" so it's done ! here i am in front of my computer and can't go to KL this weekends with my friends T^T oh for your information KL is like a big city of Malaysia , and we guys often go holiday there since there's so much things o-o

okay....now i don't know what to say..むっ

AH ! now i remember Mimi said if i don't know what to write
write about i woke up early this morning にひひ
so yeah i woke up so early =P
it was like 4.30 a.m , yeah at that time , early isn't it ?
i woke up cause i have to eat since i will fast
you know what is fast ? if don't, it's like , for my religion
we can't eat from the sunrise until sun go down
we can't eat anything , drink anything or do something that is forbidden
hard isn't it ? bu't its fun ! cause it makes me more patience , and most important , THIN LOL XD
and it also makes our body organ rest from it's work ^^

i guess maybe until now only ~
it's too much already i guess?
so i will go now ,
jee ne !
bye bye~ ペタしてね

p/s : Itoshi online please , i'll wait since i've something to tell you . I love you so much ニコニコ
 

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